I watched Atonement today..

Cecelia Tallis: I love you. I'll wait for you. Come back. Come back to me.

Today's quite a slack day,
hung ard the apartment till noon n went to Picadilly Circus to check out the visitors' centre. Met fellow singaporean exchange students frm SMU gg France there!


the busiest part of the junction. Yet ppl just hang out at the fountain.
What are they waiting for? Have they missed it already?? Have you?

Eros, with arrows of dove and owl feathers. Can i have the dove ones, please?

a statue at St Paul's

British Museum! by sir norman foster
really really cool interior! glazed roof!!! have to be there to see it!

left...

and right.. v pretty

Mmm first day here and i think i'm loving it already
i like the chilly weather and the gloomy skies
even the little specks of rain on my glasses taste like heaven
hahaha! shall not be drama and post some pics

ollie me n mel plus loads of others who came to see me off...
where was grace though me wonders...

Canary Wharf Underground
Communist look yea? esp with all the work crowd coming n going? it's humungous, Canary Wharf's the CBD of the area with all the banks n corporate buildings

this is where i stay in Canary Wharf, nice place with 2 of zitao's banker frds. It's vvvv nice! i want an apartment like this nxt time too =)

St Paul's can u see the axis linking St Paul's, Millenium Bridge n Tate in the next few pics?

walk to Tate

my buddy zitao on millenium bridge

interior of the main area

long ramp on the first level

store n ramp.. i <3 this foto

view from tate, gloomy gloomy london

I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you..

I remembered our first movie. In fact, everything seemed like it just happened yesterday.
I remember wishing and dreaming that our feet didn't have to ever touch the ground.
Maybe dreams are just meant for sleeping, and wishes never come true.

yes.. pls do

goodbye

I feel lost of late
been staring into space
wishing i'm not me
a euro trip in august
6 weeks of travel
but i'm not really thrilled
a short getaway to tioman would have got me more excited
so many places i wanted to go with you
it's real sad that we didn't make it

we nearly had everything
and i still dream of you

how does it feel
to not want to talk about things
i could have told you everything
transparency
how come you want it but not from me?

backwards and forwards
if we're not moving forward,
we must be regressing right?
how come i can't stop this from happening?
when i can see the end so clearly

i see some of my older friends
some blindly enjoying their youth
some cold and alone at thirty
i don't want to end up like that
maybe that's why i end up loving so hard

i'm all alone now
it sucks
alot
but what can i do?
its not that nobody wants me
its just that i can't afford to lose again
looking at couples and being envious
happy for them
but i don't see myself like them
maybe its karma
i'm sorry D
i know i've told you a million times but i'm still very sorry

its been so long
and i'm still stuck with myself
its a simple thing really
to just snap out of it and move along
i wish its as easy as it sounds
and how some people can do it effortlessly

some people let you down
things happen
i'm not unforgiving
but
what happens after the show's over?
all the picking up of the pieces,
it's just so hard
who can really understand how much it hurts
even now?

i thought i was gonna be ok
life's getting simple
maybe it'll be like this forever
numb
slowly erasing myself frm your life

people protect themselves,
how can i be so stupid
to bare all to you
sometimes i think i don't know you
you're here, i see you on the com
i survive on emails
and mundane conversations
but can you give me what i really need?
i can't ask anything of you
because there's nothing you can give me
a simple question
and you run off?
its the weekend and you cant have a talk
yet i leave my fate in your hands?
i'm terrified
can you feel my fears?

can you love another like yourself?
i'm sick of living with fear
if you can't live up to anything,
just let me be

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

dreamt of you again
in your pink striped Ck shirt with a suitcase wondering where you'll go
i chased ya
passed home, passed work passed sec school
chased a long long while
and i couldn't find you
someone said you left with another man
then i was in sheffield
upset over food prices
den i woke up
and was vvv ill :(

omens? pui pui pui!~

Somehow i enjoy watching sappy romance movies
or even nonsense korean dramas of late
and i really really want to cry
maybe there's really something absent
the thing is that
i don't know what it is anymore
maybe i have forgotten how it was
and maybe i don't need it
maybe it hurt too much
and this is my way
of protecting myself
can u say its wrong?
when u didnt even lift a finger?

it doesn't feel good
but it doesn't feel bad
maybe i am just numb

i can not blame you
but i wonder,
can u ever forgive urself?
maybe i'm too gullible
but
maybe people are lidat
and there's no one i can trust
not even myself

徘徊过多少橱窗住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过得难忘
熬过了多久患难湿了多长眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无返顾的交换
把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
会议是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
烛光照亮了晚餐照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
你不要失望荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

WAH! I didn't know he's so cute!!! wanna frisk him too!
Grace wud agree too no? =)
sometimes i do wonder though..
sigh


Maroon 5-Makes Me Wonder with Lyrics

[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah [x3]
(Oh no) (more)

i hope u hear this =)